Friday, February 10, 2012

Mediocre Introduction

Mediocre Introduction: 
For the sake of this blog, I will go by the name of Webpups, another story in itself.
I am a notoriously zealous Disney fanatic as well as wannabe actress, model, blablabla.
That side of me is not really relevant for this blog.

Why I created this blog:
A year ago I was probably the most anti-multiple-social-networking-accounts person ever.
Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, YouTube, Tumblr...it's all too much to keep up with. But then I realized that these different sites exist for different mediums of communication and different "moods", if that makes sense. I say things on Twitter that I wouldn't necessarily say on Facebook, and vice versa. My attempt at forming a creative internet outlet for myself started late 2011 when I created a Tumblr account, but that site was NOT what I expected. I thought it was more of a blogging site, but it's really more of a photo-sharing (sometimes inspirational) website. That is NOT what I was looking for at the time, so I ended up giving up on that endeavor and just making it into a Disney fan page.
I created this blog so I can really get into the "nitty gritty". This blog is going to expose a side of me that not many people have seen, or wish to see. For the most part, it's not going to be pretty, but it IS going to be REAL.
It's time that people saw the real me; not that the happy, Disney loving side isn't still me. But it's only a PART. People have layers, and often friends and family (and even strangers) are too afraid to delve deeper and see the layers that are under a person's happy exterior. Or in some cases, see them, but won't accept them.
I am at a place in my life where I just don't give a fuck anymore. In the past year, I've really had a new perception of what matters in life, and also, the significance of life itself. This blog is mainly meant to address topics that are serious to me including religion, mental health, depression, suicide, life, death, drugs, alcohol and anything else that people are too afraid to talk about. I will also, obviously include my newer opinions on life following the death of my mom 3 weeks ago.

Goal:
I'm not expecting any particular response to my blogs, or any particular reaction/emotion. I don't expect sympathy. I don't want attention. I'm just here to put some truth and realism out there and hopefully allow people to have a more clear understanding of what I have been going through since I was 11 years old, and what countless other people go through every day. This isn't a diary/journal, I have one of those and it's a much different format. This is me putting my words and thoughts into a form that, hopefully, other readers can palate. But if you don't like my blogs, don't read them. I don't need cynicism, which is why I created this site instead of posting these serious thoughts in a Facebook note. People don't tend to take Facebook very seriously when it comes to intelligent conversation...

Anywho, that is my introduction. I am sure within the coming weeks I will have some tantalizing, thought provoking and pessimistic content for whomever wishes to partake in it.

-Webpups
(The Mythical Creature)






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